19-25/6/13 Little Things

On Thursday, I went for a meeting with my team leader. Then, went straight to Plaza Senayan with my client. After only few minutes there, I can go home.. Yeay! Because combat class were at 8.30pm so I asked Tina to hang out a while before gym. Then, did a really tiresome combat. Never been this sweaty..

Friday, just another boring day. This was Joan’s last day in Kingsmen. Well, my partner in crime less one person. I’ve got home by taxi from Harmoni with Joan.

Saturday, Happy Birthday Jakarta. I skipped my work again because of free transjakarta fare. You know transjakarta, right? Udah bayar aja masih begitu kacaunya, apalagi gratis. Then, decided to skip yoga class too because my legs hurt a little. But still doing combat of course ;p. Oke, disindir lagi ama Nicky gara” telat dan lemes di track 5. After combat, meet velin and jeje.

Sunday, doing combat in the morning. Got to know new instructor. Well, he’s got a nice smile even not really good looking. Had a lot eye contact with him while class running. :D Will join his class again if I have time. After combat, I met my brother’s friend to heard a presentation about Prudential insurance. No comment about that.

Monday and now Tuesday, just an ordinary busy working day. Can’t wait to Thursday to do combat again. Buk Buk Buk!

15 - 18/06/13 - *yawn*

So lazy.....

May i just go home and take my gym bag then get a combat class.. :(

Saturday,15 June
Yay,finally i did yoga and combat again. But that day wasn't maximum. I've got tired after yoga class because it's sooo hardd.. my body were trembling after class. But still, I'm eoing combat until the end ;)

Sunday,16 June
Met Joan again to learned using hadwraps. I think my handwrap not long enough. :( Should i buy it a longer one again?? Then ,i've done treadmill for 45 minutes. Tired already..

Monday,17 June
Go to SenCi to accompanny my workers measure the site. Yay, got 2 free lunch and dinner. Lunch by my Malaysian workers at Thai Restaurant, and for dinner got Pizza Hut's salad bought by Meta. Finally i met her again after few months.. We share a lot, should do this often.. But, i think i gained my weight again after that..

Tuesday,18 June
It's today and it hasn't over yet.. So bored right mow. I just want to go home then join combat class at 6. T.T Later, i will go to MKG to meet my bro's friend,decided to skip a gym because there's no class i can join. Hope my favourite's author new novel already at Gramed too.. :)

Great Days in 2nd week of June..

Okayy,after almost everyday i got no job in office, finally i can get a day off today. Well, it's better. In office, I feel no productive at all..

Let's just mention some little things I've got these few days:
1. Got to go to mourning home to visit eko's father funeral at Wednesday. I really cant help to not crying. Even i never met with his dad before but all my friends said that his dad is a good man. I cant help to not crying especially when i met his mom and she said to all of us to help eko when he is in trouble in the future. :'(

2. At funeral home,i met with friends from high school and share about moment in high school. So heartwarming and i feel happy and miss those time so much...

3. At Thursday, i really had nothing to do in office. Well, the days before is like that also.. But at night, I got to do body combat. Yeah!!! It's a new release, and i found it quite hard for me to follow because there's a new motion there. Apa pula itu gerakan matrix!! Tendang tendang aja, gaya"an pale matrix.. But i think next time would be easy for me. Tomorrow, let's combat again!!

4. Had to meet a good looking combat's instructor that Joan's said before, even had a body contact with him and got a splash of his sweat.. eeewww.. but too bad, he is gay. :(

5. Today, i feeql nothing to do again at office. So, knowing Joan only works for half day i want it too.. Sorry to my team leader for lying, but i really need some refreshment!! And really it's really a stress relieve can go to mall and hang out not for job in a weekdays! I feel fresh now!

And tomorrow need to go to office again, but what i'm waiting for is yoga and combat class with nicky. Yeay!!

About Joining Fitness Center

Actually, I wanna join to a fitness center from a long time before. But, there's always a burdened. Either its money, or because I think I can diet without it. But at last, I decided to join it now.

At first, I feel so lonely. Well, I'm all alone but when I see others. A lot of people go there alone too.
After few times, I think I'm used to it. And when I get bored and no one want to go out with me, I think gym can be my escape place.
Now, I know why Joan been so addicted to gym. At gym, we don't need to act like this or that because everyone has their own concern. And in this case, it's just like there's a place where we can be enjoy oven we're alone. Somehow, this place can be 'tempat pelampiasan' not because we ate to much, but also to release our stress, had a Quality Time with ourself, and to escape from loneliness (for me).

So, I won't say that I won't be addicted. It's really possible. I know how it feels now when everybody being so skeptical with us because of this new activities (I feel you, Jo).. But, as long as we enjoyed it, just don't take a minute for that. You know like people said 'Whatever you do, they always had a thing to said'

June 1st Week - Be Happy and healthy

Wow!! It's already June here... Time really goes SO fast...

As I posted before, at Thursday I went to gym with Cindy.
At Saturday. after office hour,I went to MOI directly, because I wanna try Yoga class. Thankfully, I didn't late.
My first experience in yoga... Woahh, it's really fun, but it's kind'a hard for me to follow all the poses perfectly. Well, It's my first time, SO it's okay, said the instructor.
After that, I think I'm very late for combat class. Because the schedule said it starts at 16.20, and the yoga was done at that time too. So, I just did treadmill for a while because I feel so fresh after yoga. But, luckily Combat class haven't started yet, so I joined it. Woah, it's really different with the combat class I've Joined before. The class were so fun, and I feel so Energic. So, then I've survived till the end.

At Sunday, I went for fitting with Cindy & Jeje. Then, we went to TA and eat PanCious (Ok, forget my exercise the day before).
Nothing to lose, but I feel happy. :D

June's 6th-Happy Birthday Sinlang

It's my sinlang's birthday!!! Happy Bithdayy!

Today, i went to gym again with Cindy.. Before, i accompanied her fimd a number for her new gadget. Then we ate shilin and sharetea.. (sia" dah gym nya). But we share our food and tea,just like the name "sharetea".

Then, at night I ate steak with my family. Well, i just found out that i already lost 1 kg from the last time i measured. I think i gained my weight again after this hahaha..

But,dont kmow i think everyone become so 'jutek' towards me. Maybe i'm just too sensitive today or they are in the bad mood. Let's forget it..

Tomorrow must get to work again,, oh really lazy.. T.T

Just a Random Thoughts in My Mind

I know that I'm not someone who can express my feelings so well. I really can't show that I'm happy,sad,stress,or sorry in my expression. Yah, jadi ga salah juga sih kalo pada bilang gw jutek.

I'm not the one who can start a conversation first too or who can make a conversation never ending. Especially with someone new.. So, it's okay if they know me as a quiet.

Dan yang paling penting adalah gw bukan seorang yang bisa ngomong secara langsung isi di pikiran gw ato apa yang gw rasakan. Dan gw akuin, gw pendengar yang baik. Cuma kadang gw berpikir, why can't i get it back. Kadang saat orang curhat dan gw dengerin dengan baik, i want to tell them what my worries too. Tapi kadang malah berujung i'm not being listened because they already stressed about their own problem. It's okay, I think that the only reason I'm being an introvert now. Even with my closest friends too, i dont have a lot to share.. :(

I know everyone had their own lives and problems too,and now we're too busy with our own things.. mungkin itu yang bikin jauh dari satu sama lain. With their own lives, they had new friends too.. And my really bad habit is thinking that i lost that precious friend because they had other one and more closer to other. As a denial, i will try to find other and made us more far from each other. But true, somehow i feel like i dont have anyone to share again.

I think now I'm used to do all my activities alone. Go to mall and shopping alone,lunch alone, go here and there,doing this and that alone because there's no one can accompany me. Well, let's just thought it's a step of maturity. No, actually I'm sick to it. I realize i become more introvert than i was before!!! Please help my social life.. *facepalm*

Sorry to all readers if you feel annoyed with this post.. And to my friends, please don't take it seriously. I'm on my PMS and gw rasa terlalu membesar-besarkan masalah aja. Ga ada maksud buat menyindir siapa" kok, just want to tell what on my thought recently aja. Daripada kependem melulu.. But, believe me, if I'm in a good state of mood i don't even bother my loneliness i wrote above. I'm just having a mood swing right now,and I don't know who to share.. :(

1st of June - Welcome

Woahh, it's already june again.. so fast..

Well, some things happened on these few weeks..

1. Finally my projext is done. Hope there's no complaint again from owner..
2. Had a new mood boster.. Been downloading "Barefoot Friends" and I laughed really hard watching it. Hehehhe..
3. I'm an official gym member now. And PT said i must lost 6,5kg.. Well,let's try..
4. I think now it's I'm in a state of really lazy to work.. Hope this just a temporary feeling..

Okay, I'm a little exhausted today. Let's get some sleep.. ZZzzzz..