I can't handle this anymore!!!!

Yeah,i'm talking about my job now.. I think i really had enough..
At first i think i'm gonna spent more long time here. But now, i think i need to quit.

I'm kind of desperate right now, like everything that i have done always wrong. There's always a problem there.. So, maybe the interview calls and my ex coworker offer were some signs for me to resign from here..

Today, really had a hard day in the office.. walk here and there, here and there, had a problem with trucking. Blamed by malaysian carpenter and my projects tonight had a problem too.. It's really hard for me.. I should have take it as a challenge, but sorry i surrender.. *garuktanah*

I think i will still gonna quit even haven't found a new job yet.. i really need a rest time... I can't handle to wake up so early, got my salary cut because i'm late, got home so late, and had nobody to talk in the office.. and even when i relaxing my stress with combat, after that there's still office matter at my phone. Sigh.. i need another combat session like really.... really...

Hectic Week and The Most Powerful Combat Class

Thank God it's Sunday again.. Finally the last week is passed.
Well, i think I'm gonna have another hectic days.. Let's just hope for the best..

The happiness is as simple as i joined Thursday combat class with beben.. It's not as powerful as before because maybe anggie was tired. But it's okay since i had fun..

Too bad, Saturday i was not in the mood for excercising. Don't know why.. And nicky is back! Finally after 3 weeks not see him.. But i feel the class not as powerful as usual. Well, maybe i tried too many classes and there's more harsh one.. But, yesterday was nicky's last class in moi.. since i rarely joined his class, that's okay for me..

But today, It's also the last time my favourite instructor teach combat here.. Huaaaa.. I really gonna miss him so much. He is my number one favourite instructor.  I even never want to skip his class because it's so powerful and fun. But knowing this is his last class made me really sad. Yah sudahlah, klo jodoh pasti bisa kedapetan diajar ama dia lg. :)

Just now, i bumped into him.. Well, he knows me.. He called me when i'm going into foodpark. Wow, i'm kind of surprised.. Then, he asked me,"udah makan? Sendirian?". Ternyata dia makan bareng anak" combat lain yang memang udah akrab sama dia. And here comes my introvert side. Bukannya ikutan gabung,tapi malah memilih menghindar dan ga makan di foodpark. *garukmarmermoi*
Huaaa, omm. Bener" bakal kangen sama gaya lebai n geolan pantat pas pendinginan itu deh, geolan pas nungging abis push up, dangdutan pas muaythai, teriakan nyuruh push up sambil ktawa jahat klo ada yg salah dan aneka pose aneh lainnya. And today,i think that was the most powerful combat class i ever joined. Thank you, Om!!!

Great Night

Well,my post before was about my hectic jobs.. But i've got some refreshment tonight.. Just back from gym and my hair still wet,so before sleep while waiting my hair to dry, let's post some happiness today..

I totally forgot about my hectic jobs for a while. Yeah, i finally tried another combat class. And it was fun!! Conditioning nya hebat loh, perut saya keram sekarang.. -.-"

Happy too because i had an eye contact with the instructor when doing upper cut. And he said "nice!". Well, i always think there's something wrong with my uppercut.. And when the class over,he helds my hand tight and said "good job!!" dengan mata berbinar-binar.. (okay, he is 'ngondek' jadi gw malah pengen ketawa liatnya). Dalam hati, "Yaiyalah,gw tiap kamis dicipratin keringet ama ditriakin mulu ama laki lu.. menurut ngana??" ;p
I take that as a good support so i can do better next time :)

It's wonderful how simple class like body combat can made my day. After a very hectic mind and traffic jam before, really feel so fresh!! Oh yeah, lost 0,5kg again and found a new friend too at combat class. Ayo cici kita combat bareng lagi ya next time ;p

Now, i'm feeling nervous again about my work. Gosh, hope this gonna end soon. Cepatlah lebaraannnn....

Hectic.... Hectic...

Omo... i really want lebaran comes early...
Been so stressed because of projects that must be done before lebaran.. While the other team had no projects ongoing until lebaran.. *miris*

Well,just hope everything is okay and done perfectly...

So let's see what happened last week..
1. Finally i upgraded my gym membership.. Yeay, now i can come in anytime i want.. So,gonna try monday's combat last week but too bad it's covered. Well, let's try tonight..

2. Because of boring combat,then i decided to joined my old friends at tea garden. And we share and talked quite a lot. Oh yeah, met my high school's friends' friend too, rosaline. She is my old friend's girlfriend ;D

3. Skipped work at Thursday,went to Poins Square to find sport shoes but there's no my size :(. Such a bad day, at night when i prepared for gym it rained. Heavy rain!! Huaaas... but i still went to combat because i need to see my friend too..

4. Did a combat again at Saturday with Beben, yeay, got a new gym partner :)

5. Went to church at Sunday then doing combat. I had a perfect Sunday.. :D

Still worry about my projects,but i hope it goes well. I know God will help me.. o:)

3-4 July 2013

July 3rd,nothing secial but suddenly got a lot of job. Well,all my projects are starting and must end before lebaran and 2 of them are out of town.. *jeduk"in kpala*

July 4th, i decided to make it my last lazy day before concentrate to handle my projects.. i went to KK to match the sample but it's still not match >.< then straight home from there. Well, not home maybe but to gym :D

Yesterday, i went with my coworkers who sat next to me.. Well, i can say that he is a gentleman. When paid for vehicle fuel, because he didnt have cash and they not accept debit so i have to pay for it. Well, it's okay since it'll reimbursed. But, he said sorry. Then, he actually want to go to kuningan city. But, he drops me to kasablanka first even the rute is passing kuningan city first. So,he must turn back again to kuncit, and he has a meeting.. When want to go back to office, he also asked me if i want him to wait or not. But, from the first i want to straight home so can gym earlier so i said no hehe. Well, thankyou koko.. :p

Then,i got dissapointed because the combat class is covered :( padahal udah mau abis"an ama anggie soalnya bakal byk bolos gym.. Tapi ternyata sama bersemangatnya dengan anggie orang ini. Had a really fun combat.. And shocking news, he is younger than me and now still in college. Same college with me but he took medical study.. a doctor soon to be :)

July 2nd 2013 - Little Party

At Tuesday, we had a lunch party at the office.. 
They ordered 10 box of pizza for lunch. And i ate 5 slice *facepalm*
They also bought a cake for us and i ate 2 slice *deep facepalm*
And as i guess, i gained my weight again. 1,5kg lost were just a memory.. But, i dont regret it. As long we can eat and happy. Then, nothing to lose ;p

Wish you all had a nice day too :)

Last Week of June

Wow, today already July.. Time goes really fast..

Then,let's mention some little things in previous week..
1. Had a hard saturday.. Pas pulang maceeeetttt tiada tandingan.. Alhasil ga ikut yoga class dan ga puas combatnya karena di cover dan instrukturnya lemes..

2. Sunday, balas dendam combat pagi sama om Danny. Wow! Slalu basah kuyup klo hari minggu pagi ini. Tapi, knapa hrs combat 56 lagi. Ni area pantat ke bawah langsung sakit.. Then, hang out with Joan and Velin..

3. Sad news, my aunt got opnamed because of diabetes. And my grandma broke her bones :( Hope they get healthy really soon..

4. Finally finished Christian Simamora's new novel, AYCE.

5. This morning woke up earlier than usual. Tomorrow must be better because today I'm still late..

6. Feels like can go home early on Thursday. Yeay! Hope that really happen ;)

7. Tomorrow office will have lunch party. They will give us pizza for lunch.. well, just forget about diet for a while..

8. Oh yeah, it's been a month since i started fitness. And the result i've got are i feel more fresh,healthy, and lost 1,5kg without struggle to diet so much. That's a good thing ;)